SHOULDN'T or COULDN'T DO??????????

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

assalamualaikum wbt

30 July 2010 already became a past an hour ago...... maybe i should use yesterday..

i don't know what had happened to me... really...

1. around 11 to twelve noon

i went to buy my ticket for today(31 July).. i hope that i could go back early.. right after the tournament(frisbee final INPRO)... insyaAllah..... but the thing was... the price of the ticket is RM30.. i'll be dropped at Ayer Hitam only... instead of Batu Pahat(BP)..ticket cost to BP usually only RM23.40 or RM23.10.. but why the shorter the journey the more expensive the tickets... confius... the most confusing thing was.. why i just questioning the price to the ticket agent but still bought it???? well.. maybe i should or could go for other agents.. ( i know there's no bus to BP at 10) argh.. i just need to take it... redha jer lah ape boleh buat..

2. i attended a meeting... we had a sharing moment. if i'm not mistaken everyone accept me told thier feeling.... and i can conclude here it's about commitment n meeting.... as for me about the meeting matter, we are in learning process.. so learn from mistakes n don't repeat them.. about the commitment..... i'm a bit unsatisfied... i felt some of the statements are unfair to me, myself.. but why nadzirah?? why didn't u say something.... anything.. the reason that i gave to myself was i don't want to hurt others.... (hey, how about urself) i thought that remain silent is the best solution.... until now, i think that way...

as for the conclusion... i don't know the things i've done are the right ones.. i certainly sure what should or shouldn't or could or couldn't do... heysh Nadzirah...





p/s: we keep on thinking about our commitment in works, organizations, clubs etc.. hv we ever think about our commitments as HIS servants.. hv we????

make decision wisely!!!!!!!!!!!!

truth is bitter, huh???

am I that bad

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

assalamualaikum..

these few days.. i don't know.. what had happened to me.. i became heartless..... i wasn't really ignoring those people(not too annoying but sometimes they make me feel unpleasant).... but, the truth, i acted not in proper way, not supposely as what should i do, i just answered their question.. in simple way(takde idea nak gune perkataan ape utk endah tak endah) and then kept quiet.. i think this wasn't how i used to be.. i'm sorry guys...

organised person is me????

bissmillahirahmanirrahim



assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh



alhamdulillah.. my friends and i succeed in organising and running a progrom for a day and a night... starting from friday till yesterday.. with the helps and supports from lecturers, friends as act as commitees, seniors; full commitment from participants.... and of course... a thing that undeniable... ALLAH's permission.... coz "nothing is impossible if Allah say so", right????



alhamdulillah.. although we were not very confident enough to run this prog, alhamdulillah.. things ran smoothly.. i only joined the second day(today, just this morning).. but the main thing is, what we got from it.. we learnt a lot of things.... as for me, i learnt a lot from public speaking slot... what the skills needed to be a great speaker... i realised( not just realised) that i'm not very good yet@ enough in my english.. but at least insyaAllah, the skills that hv been taught is an axtra value for myself and insyaAllah will increace my confidence level. i would to share what did i learn:

1. eye contact
2. SWEEP the audience
3. voice from ur stomach(how to make sure this??? put ur finger in front of ur mouth and blow slowly... then if the air which comes out from ur mouth is cool air.. than it is air from stomach.. if u feel the air is got then, it is not)
4. smile ^_^V
5. get attention
6. body language@ gesture
7. RECITE DOA*******
8. organised
9. open body position

from all the presentation by the participants, i really impressed.. seriuosly.. they got the confident, they are talented, they willed to try although some are not good yet @ enough in their english(just like me).. even the one who handled this session also impressed..thier points of speech were really great.. how were they present.. in such really creative way... some really organised(no doubt for a few of them who are debators).. the elaborations.. wow!!!!!! overally(is this word exist??) they are the best! yosh! they also refreshed my mind about something, in spite shared somthing new....

eg:

• a good intention doesn't mean that u can act badly eg:robin hood
• really, giving is really good.. but receiving also needed.. how we accept something like knowledge
• READ then u'll conquer the world
• what's more?? i forgot..

one thing.. as a Muslim, Mukmin, we need to master at least of course our mother tongue language and also at least english.. usually.. when we explain to others esp to non-muslims about ISLAM.. thay won't understand or even worse they misunderstood of what we explain about... this may lead to bad expression on Islam... (so NADZIRAH, what will u do???)

alhamdulillah.. He gave me much experinces in becoming a worker, runner, leader and oraganiser.. although things did run smoothly or not... success or failure... excitement or sadness.. i should swallow all these things.. improve... take note and don't repeat the same mistakes.. insyaAllah... i'll face more after these... if the soul still unite with body.... if steps are not shortening... i need YOUR GUIDENCE.. for the whole life... in anything that i do... i need YOUR BLESS

most important.. i could organise programmes.. can i organise myself???? we'll see... everyone has own duties... holds many responsibilities on each shoulders... as a servant, as a follower, as a daughther, as a sister, as a student, as a kin, as a leader, as a worker, as a friend,as a readers, someone in society........(too much.. cannot list all).. then how to manage time... how to fulfill all the responsibilities...... how and how.... HE gives us 24 hours per day.... work hard in everything that u do!(esp in ur study lor!!!!!!!-prority)

wallahu a'lam....

wassalam

extras!

what to have to organise prog

• team
• plan
• guidance
• budget
• paperwork
• letters
• schedule, time line
• run prog
• problems n solution
• report
• need to be wise n could make decission quickly ^_^V

apakah???

bertahan!!!!!!!!!

bismillahirahmanirrahim

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

hati bersuara.. siapa yg mendengar.. selagi bibir tidak menutur bicara???
hati keliru.. mencari siapa yg mampu merungkai semua???
jiwa meronta... ketawa tersenyum lebar...namun tersembunyi rahsia... siapakah yg mampu membebaskannya????

HANYA DIA
DIA YANG ESA
DIA YANG MAHA MENDENGAR
DIA SAHAJA yang MENGERTI SEMUA
DIA SAHAJA PENGUBAT LUKA
DIA SAHAJA PELEBUR IKATAN
DIAlah yang BERKUASA ATAS SEMUA....

segalanya dariNYA

ZERRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEETT....

bismillahirrahmanirrahim... bermula cerita....

aNA tak tahu nak explain... dalam beberapa jam.. byk perkara mendatang.. sikit jer baru Nadzirah... kuatkan semangat.... nthlah nape terasa sgt... mcm span yang diperah2.. bukan spongebob......

Ya Allah.. KAU pemilik segala kekuatan... KAu kurniakanlah aku kekuatan menghadapi segala dugaaan dan cubaan..

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in the MIDDLE of TWO WORLDS

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....

aNA atau aku.... mana patut digunakan... in this blog.. i used both b4..... i felt nothing about it.. but today.. there's a feeling... come to me... not really disturbing me...... it's kind of.... i don't know what to say... it supposes to be a good thing... i think if i use the word 'uncomfortable' is not a proper word to be used in this situation.. well....

tadi.. baru sudah membaca beberapa blog which i follow.... tp setelah sekian lama.... mereka dah pos sampai 3 entri.. tak jugak baca.. alasan biasa: tak sempat.... aNA memikirkan baca blog orang ni adalah sebagai pengisian & buat renungan hati....

alhamdulillah..byk yg aNA dpt sepanjang pembacaan.. tp terlintas sesuatu di hati aNA.. adakah atau mungkin mampukah aNA menjadi seperti mereka.. dalam erti kata...... cara hidup sebagai seorang muslim, khususnya sebagai muslimah sebenar.. cara aNA berfikir, perlakuan aNA, sifat aNA, pergerakan aNA, apa yg aNA pakai, semua sekali.. daripada celik mata sampai terlena....

aNA tahu diri aNA tp adakah aNA mengenali diri aNA?? adakah fikrah Islam dan cara hidup Islam benar2 aNA amalkan... satu contoh.. baru2 ini aNA hampir tertinggal bas.. lalu aNA pinjam motor milik somebody dan bersama seorang ukhti menuju ke bus stand.. aNA yg tunggang ukhti tu bonceng... aNA punyer thp kerisauan tu.... masyaAllah.. aNA rasa boleh (ke memang) membahayakan ukhti, motor somebody.. dan termasuk diri aNA.. taklah aNA tunggang motor tu macam pelesit.. (plg laju pernah aNA bwk motor pun 8okm/j) tp cara tu agak merbahaya.. first time bwk kat jln yang sibuk macam tu.. dan jugak waktu malam pulak tu... alhamdulillah selamat sampai... duduk di bus stnd.. aNA memikirkan.. di manakah rasa kebergantungan aNA kepad Allah waktu tu.. kenapa aNA tak menyerahkan sepenuhnya kepada Allah.. kenapa tidak aNA berfikir..."kalau ada rezeki aNA, pasti aNA akan nek bas... kalau tak takde... mesti ade hikmah di sebalik kedua-duanya..." mencari -cari dalam hati

memikirkan tentang perubahan.. tahu byk sudut yang aNA boleh berubah.. tp nk memulakan perubahan.. aNA kurang berkeyakinan... dari mana nak mula... bila ditambah dengan seseorang yang berkata pada aNA "********* harap lepas ni nad akan ada perubahan" lebih kurang macam tulah ayatnya... satu ape yg terlintas dalam benak kepala aNA.. perubahan apa yang beliau mahukan.. di mana kekurangan aNA.. mana satu yg aNA perlu berubah.. confuse.. statement tu cam umum.. perlukan details.. untuk perubahan juga aNA memikirkan respon orang terhadap diri aNA.. insyaAllah satu masa aNA akan berubah.... tp kalau tak berusaha bila masa tu nak ada.. aNA, aNA...

aNA juga rasa.. aNA punya sifat dari dua dunia berbeza...... entahlah.... tp insyaAllah.. yg baik itu akan aNA terus amalkan dan berusaha kekalkan...... insyaAllah..


bantu aku Ya Allah

p/s: any suggestion???

BERSAMAMU

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

sekadar pandangan & berkongsi pengajaran... aNA tiada niat meng'condemn' sesiapa

berbumbungkan angkasa kelabu lantainya bumi retak seribu setiap langkah perjalananmu beronak berliku
itulah sedikit rangkap lagu yang menjadi lagu tema program BERSAMAMU...

lama dah kan rancangan ni.. aNA tak ingan musim ke berapa.. tp bolh tahn lama lah... bernulanya rancang ini masa aNA masih bergelar pelajar sekolah menengah.. kalau ikut dari hari akhir aNA kelua sekolah dah setahun lebih.. senang cerita ni tahun kedua

banyak pandangan dan pendapat yang aNA dengar daripada mulut2 orang yang menonton...

ade yang setuju.. kita membantu.. mengurangkan bebanan.. mungkin juga berkongsi kesenangan dan kegembiraan

tp suatu saat.. ade yg kate mcm tak patut dibantu pun ade jugak.. contohnya... satu keluarga yang lengkap... suami isteri dan anak2... kelihatannya, kudrat masih ada untuk bekerja... tp seolah-olah mereka malas(mohon maaf atas kekasaran)... umur belum pun mencecah 50.... kira golongan belia lagi bukan??? lebih2 lagi dalam keluarga terbabit yg belia tu seorang rijal(lelaki)..."lelaki itu pelindung bagi perempuan..."surah an-Nisa ayat 34

pendapat orang macam2

aNA sokong kedua-duanya namun tidak sepenuhnya....

pendapat setuju... aNA setuju bantuan diberikan... tp janganlah sekadar menghulurkan wang atau keperluan semata-mata. untuk jangka masa pendek tiada masalah... untuk jangka masa panjang... mereka yang dibantu tidak boleh bergantung harap kepada bantuan sepanjang hayat.. aNA amat menyokong beberapa pihak yang memberikan bantuan dari segi kemahiran, ataupun pekerjaan... untuk mereka yang dalam kekurangan berdikari.... sokongan dan galakkan amat diperlukan... semanagat untuk terus berusaha... dan perkembanagn mereka perlu dipantau.....

second opinion... not wrong at all.... but... memang aNA pun kadang2 pelik macam mana orang yang masih punya kekuatan boleh hidup merempat hanya menunggu belas daripada orang lain..mungkin hanya mempunyai tempat berteduh seolah-olah tidak berusaha untuk mengubah keadaan diri sendiri..(maaf sekali lagi) Allah ada berfirman dalam al-Quran bahawa Allah takkak mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan mereka mengubahnya sendiri(tak ingat ayat mana).. cara mengubah tak lain dan tak bukan kita perlikan DUIT (doa, usaha, istiqamah/ikhtiar & tawakal)..lagi satu Allah juga berfirman didalam alQuran supaya mengindari banyak prasangka(spt dalam surah alHujarat ayat 12) tahukah kita andai mereka telah berusaha sekeras sehabis mungkin.. tp kehidupan mereka tetap kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan hutang... sebagai manusia yang alhamdulillah.. diberikan kesenangan hidup(materially).. apa lagi tanggungjawab kita kalau tidak untuk membantu yang serba kekurangan.. sebab tu Allah jadikan ada yang susah dan ada yang senang...

buat diri aNA dan yang membaca coretan ini, fikir-fikirkan.. rengung-renungkan.... ingatlah Allah itu MAHA ADIL

Wallahua'lam.....

gmbr skdr hiasan

p/s: sesiapa yang ingat surah apa & ayat mana yang menyebut tetang ayat yang berwarna kuning hopefully dapat berkongsi ye ^_^V